dear sayang,

I hope you'll be there during sunrise and night comes back again. And in each cycle of everyday. After marriage.

love,
Hanah

Ceh bercakap cam nak kahwin dah. Ni semua gara-gara lepas tengok Maria Elena nye vid tunang. Comel! Congrats maria n fiancee. This song goes out to you.

MAAL HIJRAH

Selamat menyambut maal hijrah kawan kawan. hana tahu hana banyak buat silap kat semua kawan kawan whether sedar atau tidak. whether betul hana bersalah atau tak bersalah. dengan ini hana merendahkan ego hana untuk minta maaf, susun sepuluh jari dari hujung rambut sampai hujung jari kaki (hihi) atas semua kesalahan hana. 

Kitorang kat sini (Buffalo) baru nak masuk, so before Maghrib baca doa akhir tahun and lepas solat Maghrib baca doa awal tahun ye rakan rakan. 

Syukur sebab hana diberi peluang untuk hidup lagi hingga ke tahun baru.

Syukur sebab hana diberi peluang dan masa lagi untuk memperbetulkan kesilapan hana.

Syukur sebab hana diberi peluang dan masa untuk tambahkan lagi amal ibadat, InsyaAllah terhadap-Nya.

Hana manusia biasa yang jahil, memang selalu nak cuba untuk berubah. takpelah sikit demi sikit, tapak demi tapak hana cuba. Kalau ada org nk criticize hana skang takpela. hana tak kisah. hana buat apa yang hana rasa patut hana buat. 

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU 1433H

selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin

sedih kan bila raya jauh jauh ni. lagi sedih bila raya dalam kelas, but nasib baik friends ada to meriahkan lagi the occasion. sama sama sedih, sama sama gembira. semua kita kene lalui. hidup sebagai perantau ni banyak sangat dugaan die. alhamdulillah tahun ni dapat lagi raya. tapi raya- raya pun jgn lupa orang dalam kesusahan. cam yang kene hurricane irene tu. nasib baik i went back early. if not all the airports would be closed. take time to muhasabah diri and do what's best for diri kita masing masing. it's a sign. never forget Him, and never forget what He's done for us to be able to live and  sambut raya again.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN :)


PS: I miss them :(

how sad can this be

appreciate what you have, appreciate those you care.no matter how dumb or stupid they are or look, they're still the person who cares. unlike those who don't. ternampak orang post post. sedih sangat. cuba usha.

ku berdoa

acane ni. hati tak berapa nak kuat. minta petunjuk-Mu agar hari-hari aku seterusnya lancar seperti biasa. kuatkan, tabahkanlah hati ku menempuh dugaan -mu Ya Allah.

oh ye. nak doa sekali untuk kenalan dan bukan kenalan yang dekat england.dari london ke birmingham. selamatkanlah mereka daripada terkena serpihan riot racist tu. mereka tidak bersalah.

yang mana-mana baca post ni. mari kita sama-sama berdoa k. free je nk tolong dorang. takyah keluar duit, just keluarkan our thoughts and prayers je :)

kuatkan and kentalkan semangat yeh rakan-rakan di sana.

Happy Ramadhan semua

Ramadhan comes again. alhamdulillah semua baik baik belaka ye berpuasa. takda yang pengsan lagi. this will be my third year enjoying raya(enjoying sangat) kat buffalo. paling tak best nanti raya dalam lab. memang terbaik.but nak buat cana. student kan. kene commited sikit. lagi lagi nak final year ni dah. tak sabanye nak walk for commencement. masa tu memang nk jerit habis habisan. walaupun belum lagi terasa the sedih part of parting with juniors tapi serious skang da sedih. even though kitorang community kecik tapi dah macam satu family. barbeque sama sama meniru sama sama haha. masak sesama. lawak je. tengok la gambar raya ktorang tahun lepas.

salam perantauan 2010

ni gambar masa tahun lepas raya. gambar paling besar skali sebelah kiri atas tu la kitorang nye. dari buffalo. hihi. comel je kan. tahun ni tak tau la sempat ke tak nak buat lagi sekali. papa pun happy fasting semua

happy mother's day!

Of course, the 2nd Sunday of May comes again, and everybody all around the world would celebrate it. bagi bunga la, chocolate la dedicate lagu lagu ibu la. macam macam lagi for they're mothers. tapi saya lain. 

cantiknyaa!nak baju tuh. haha

nama: Shahrul Bariah Mohd Yusof

hubungan: mama kepada saya :)

umur: of course la muda lagi. tgk anak la. haha

kecantikan: paling cantik di dunia saya rasa :D

kemahiran memasak: tiptop! kecuali bile dah lama ak masak sume jadi hangus.(sorry mama. haha)

kemahiran ber'shopping': paling power. suka bila mama bawak saya sekali la

Aside of all of the above, i just love you mama. even though nak cakap depan depan i segan.aauuwww. masa kecik kecik mama asyik kene layan je mulut aku yg suke membalas ni.tapi dah besar ni da ada otak boleh cool la. tapi mama still camtu tapi aku tau die sayang aku. ayat cliche: mak mana yang tak sayang anaknye. tapi betul la ayat tuh. mak yang buang buang anak tuh insaflah. taktau nak tulis ape. speechless actually. haha. 

tak sabar nak balik msia and meet this lovely woman and go shopping and kita p dengar live band nak ma? and also let's do all the girls' stuff cam cuci cuci rambut, pegi facial, kaler kaler rambut, hehehe. karaoke kat rumah aunty ita mau nggak? 

I HEART YOU MAMA!

Finals

let the games begin. well final exams la kan. soo tomorrow ada 2 exams. at 8am is chemistry of biological systems and at 4pm is cell and tissue culture. seriously, there's a lot to read and memorize for tissue culture and the best part of it is it's cumulative and there are no multiple choice questions. beat that! but what to do. it's part of the journey to fulfilling the 'so-called' biotechnology dream. 


to be honest i don't even know why i'm doing this major. seriously. i think i just love getting myself tortured. and i think that's the thrill of life. doing what challenges you the most. if you don't learn and do the things you don't like, then how will you know what it'll be like in the end. so, sometimes making sure that you do what you like does not apply by itself but it is accompanied by doing things you don't like. in the end, you won't lose anything. am i right? :)


well, to those people that are having their final exams especially those that are taking the same as i do, here's A BIG FAT GOOD LUCK to you guys( and to myself of course). and i am positive that we're gonna make it through. keep your heads up and drop your worries. :))