forgiveness

For some people, forgiving is the hardest thing in the world to do. They hold onto their pain, nurturing it with negative thoughts, afraid of letting it go. It burns like a fire inside of them. Taking over their mind and body. Consuming their very life force. And in the end their pain is their only friend. A comfortable companion that sees them off on their journey all the way to the bitter end.

But there is another way. And that way is to forgive when love has hurt us.

Forgiveness sets us free. It releases us from the bonds of self-slavery. It frees the love that wants to flow within our lives.

 got this from sis sara's husband photography page.

A Thousand Years

MAAL HIJRAH

Selamat menyambut maal hijrah kawan kawan. hana tahu hana banyak buat silap kat semua kawan kawan whether sedar atau tidak. whether betul hana bersalah atau tak bersalah. dengan ini hana merendahkan ego hana untuk minta maaf, susun sepuluh jari dari hujung rambut sampai hujung jari kaki (hihi) atas semua kesalahan hana. 

Kitorang kat sini (Buffalo) baru nak masuk, so before Maghrib baca doa akhir tahun and lepas solat Maghrib baca doa awal tahun ye rakan rakan. 

Syukur sebab hana diberi peluang untuk hidup lagi hingga ke tahun baru.

Syukur sebab hana diberi peluang dan masa lagi untuk memperbetulkan kesilapan hana.

Syukur sebab hana diberi peluang dan masa untuk tambahkan lagi amal ibadat, InsyaAllah terhadap-Nya.

Hana manusia biasa yang jahil, memang selalu nak cuba untuk berubah. takpelah sikit demi sikit, tapak demi tapak hana cuba. Kalau ada org nk criticize hana skang takpela. hana tak kisah. hana buat apa yang hana rasa patut hana buat. 

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU 1433H

in another life

dear MFAWI. mungkin we were not meant to be together in this life. maybe in another life. setiap kali kita nak get together ada je halangan. but no matter what happens kau akan ada aku sampai mati. kadang-kadang aku pikir balik pasal kisah kita tuh. banyak hikmah die. takpela. pape pun kita sabar je. and aku harap sangat kau bahagia ngan si dia. jaga die elok-elok sebab gf kau tu pun kawan aku.

sincerely,
Na :)

florence and the machine

my current addiction

pernah tak?

pernah tak korang suka orang and tapi masa tu korang was with someone else. Even though you ada orang lain at that time, that persron still setia ada ngan you. tak kisah lah as a friend or crush or whatever. Then, bile you single, and terasa nak get ngan die, puup! sekali dia da in a relationship with someone. Then the cycle goes on and on. Sampai la sekarang, aku single and he's actually with someone. Kawan aku jugak perempuan tuh. They are sweet together. Kadang2 tu you just macam berharap something that is impossible tau. i mean nak dorang break up. tapi as a good friend to him. i don't think i'm supposed to do that. i should be supportive and doakan dia bahagia. Let the relationship sampai jinjang pelamin, then sampai akhir nyawa. Kadang2 tu frustrated jugak sebab takleh nak buat ape kan. Kadang2 ada jugak terasa nak pegi cakap kat dia. Then bila fikir the rationality of it, tak patut langsung aku berpikiran camtu.

I just want to say, i'm happy for you guys, and make the best out of each other. Janganlah do anything stupid to each other okay because erkk korang dah kawan rapat, then couple, so kalau jadi pape nnt awkward. tapi insyaAllah everything's gonna be okay.

Hmm. kene banyak berdoa kat Allah ni so that aku tenang and jiwa aku tak kacau. tak kisah lah pasal masalah ke ape ke. Ni semua bentuk ujian ye daak. haha